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Red by psychotic-4-life, literature

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Red

Red My grief is my pain my sorrow is my death My soul cries out but it is never herd I put on a smile and say that I'm fine but my heart knows the truth My world is crumbling down I try but can't stop it My eyes are never dry from the continus tears to ease my slumber My friends worry but i don't want them to My parents think they understand but they'll never understand No one understands No one can understand No one, except for one The one thing I cand tell all show all, write all my hurt down on its pages, some are redder than others some are black This is my one true friend my secret keeper... my journa

She Found Hope by psychotic-4-life, literature

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She Found Hope

She Found Hope She trembles with fear She can't take it She gives out a cry The world feels as if it's closing in on her, She wants to run, Run like the wing. Take away from her loss and misery Where it can't find her But it always seems to find a way back. She weeps Let's her tears flow from her eyes She wants it to end The pain of losing a love When she thinks all is lost, She see's smiling faces Takes the out stretched hand To find hope and happiness.

It's Just Not Worth The Pain by psychotic-4-life, literature

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It's Just Not Worth The Pain

It's Just Not Worth the Pain He stands there alone Feeling shunned from the world around him As if no one likes him Like a slug Just there as a part of the world He feels worthless As he stands there As the blood drips through his fingers He feels all hus pain inside come out He lets out a wince but only lets out more He goes deeper Searching for what's wrong As he looks at the blood stained cloth He realizes It's just not worth the pain.

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Benedict Cumberbatch's Lisp + Adorable by paradoxataur, journal

Benedict Cumberbatch's Lisp + Adorable

May 12, 2011

How the fuck did I not notice this before? My heart swells with even MORE love for the man. I just can't even handle this, I can't. He is the most adorable thing... EVER. Just listen starting at around 2:10, and .. just keep on through 2:52. I somehow did not even know that he had a lisp, but now I'm going through and picking it out wherever I can in interviews. Which is actually probably VERY creepy, especially since he knows about the Cumberbitches, but I really... well, any excuse to watch more of him. It's for RESEARCH, GUYS. RESEARCH. So here we go: 0:45, talking about his favorite villain. 1:00, just a bit. (and 1:40... Sherlock i

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Contemplation by psychotic-4-life, visual art

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About psychotic-4-life

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Canada
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Canada
Favourite genre of music: rock/punk/metal..some hip hop. some R&B.
Personal Quote: Don't depend on others to make you happy, it's your job.

Favourite Visual Artist

Van Gogh, Emily Carr, Claude Monet, my sister, Jackson Pullock, Renoir, and others

Favourite Movies

to many.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

so many bands!

Favourite Writers

Micheal Crichton, Janet Fitch, J.K. Rowling, Shakespeare, Cornelia Funke, and others.

Favourite Games

I don't game a lot, but I do like playing Kingdom Hearts, Zelda: Twilight Princess and Soul Cal

Favourite Gaming Platform

blargh?

Tools of the Trade

Kodak Easyshare...its pretty nice..would prefer to have a Nikon though :3

Other Interests

Acting, Stage Management, animal conservation, photography, RUGBY, film, singing, watching movies

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psychotic-4-life

Oct 29, 2014

Hello my lovelies! I know that I keep saying that I will update...but truth be told I don't do much of anything anymore to be able to update. I'm sorry :(. I miss being inspired and wanting to do things. Hopefully someday soon I will be able to!

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psychotic-4-life

Jan 13, 2012

Hello one and all!

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So, it's 2012. Wow. I know I haven't updated in forever, but I just don't get inspired anymore. Although I am getting a lot busier with school and I have an exciting project that I am about to start working on. In my props class I have to create something, anything of my choice. Whether it be replicating a prop or just making something up out of my own mind. I decided to replicate the Shield from Game of Thrones with the House of Stark wolf insignia on it :D. Maybe to get myself back amongst my deviant family I can show pictures through the process! Yeah! What do you think? Would you guys like me to do that? I missed you all.

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psychotic-4-life

Apr 7, 2009

Just in general

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So as so clearly shown by my last deviation I've been thinking about Cody a lot lately. Well just to elaborate on the subject Cody was my sister's boyfriend of two years. He died tragically in a car accident on August 29th, 2008. He lost control of his car when it hydroplaned while coming home from work. I'm still really sad at times knowing that he's not here. I think the longest I ever went without seeing Cody was a month and that was just this summer because I was gone away for about a month. The last time I saw Cody was two days before he died when he drove me over to my boyfriend's house for his going-away-to-university party. I'll never