So as so clearly shown by my last deviation I've been thinking about Cody a lot lately. Well just to elaborate on the subject Cody was my sister's boyfriend of two years. He died tragically in a car accident on August 29th, 2008. He lost control of his car when it hydroplaned while coming home from work. I'm still really sad at times knowing that he's not here. I think the longest I ever went without seeing Cody was a month and that was just this summer because I was gone away for about a month. The last time I saw Cody was two days before he died when he drove me over to my boyfriend's house for his going-away-to-university party. I'll never forget how him and I were singing in the car to Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen and my sister just not knowing the words to it, lol.
Actually two things that really were interesting happened since his death. I think about sometime around the very end of January I had a dream and it was just Cody and I. I don't remember the events leading up to it or how it happened but I remember that we were laughing, a lot. It felt so great to hear his voice again. Then about the end of February I had another dream with him. This one really surprised me. I remember Cody was just standing there and I ran over and gave him a big ol' hug while exclaiming "Cody!!!" then he looked me in the eyes and said "I will always love you and I will never forget you." He said it while looking at me with the love for a sister you know? Needless to say I forced myself awake, rolled over and fell asleep on my other side. I have to say that I know that I was in a pretty deep sleep, and to force myself awake like that was something I never do intentionally. I was pretty messed up over that. I thought that those things didn't really happen, having a loved one visit you in your dreams, but it did for me and I have to say that I'm a firm believer of it now.

Well besides that what else is there to say? I'm still going to school, doing tons of homework and studying...which I should be doing right now too but I have no motivation...lol. But yeah. Exams start next week. I have two next week and two the week after next week along with my audition for the acting program at my school. So no pressure, nope, none what so ever. LoL. Yeah. Oh and I got rejected from the job as a camp counselor that I really wanted. Well I guess I just need for experience soooo I'm going to do some more volunteering and such. Maybe see if I can get a job as a day camp counselor close to home or something. That would be fun .

Well that's about it. Nothing new other than that. Ummmm I'll probably try and update more throughout the summer...which will be four months long for me which is SO weird because I'm used to having just a two month long summer while I was in high school, jr. high, and elementary school. LoL.

Yeah, that's all for now folks!

Peace